Well that certainly didn't go well

HAH.
In the words of the great Chris Matthews.
So much for that 2010 new year resolution, right?
I have almost always stuck with my resolution until of course I decide to tell the world what it is. How embarrassing.
Even now starting again in my attempt to write this, my iPad went kaflooey on me, trying it's best to discourage me from writing.
I think one of my great flaws is that I have expectations. For myself and in others. That sounds like a setup doesn't it.
It has created quite a bit of pain. At times pain enough,that life seems like a stupid waste of time.
One of several mottos I have come to rely on is, "this too shall pass." I think if it weren't for one of my dogs and that motto - oy.

I think we should take it slowly.
If I rush in like a fool and tell you everything, I'll feel depleted and not want to hang out with you again for a long while. So I'd rather just have this brief time together and maybe get together for a bit tomorrow.
Sounds good, maybe, maybe not. Oh well, that's the way it needs to be right now.